Hitting Rock Bottom...

Ever since I came home I never understood what it meant to be hitting rock bottom. Many people I know in a similar situation like me have been there and have stayed there at the bottom. I want to put it out there that you're never alone. No matter where you're in your journey in recovery or even when you're starting recovery you're strong and courageous. 

I remember when I was starting to realize how weak and helpless I felt like I couldn't do anything in my life. Now being home and in recovery I don't know how I would be if I didn't have the support I have no idea where I'd be. Hitting rock bottom seems like you're drowning and can't breathe. 

If there is anyone out there reading this who needs someone to understand.. I am here. I'm willing to listen. I'm willing to talk. I have been through the  a few times and have survived. You're never alone. Please if you're like me right now stuck indoors with nothing to do, just remember that there is things we can do while being "stuck". Go for a walk, meet up with a friend one on one. As long as you are careful and taking the correct precautions we can still be out and about with friends. I have been really thinking about it a lot and if you're a friend of mine reading this, I miss you a ton and hope you're safe. If you need someone to hang out please contact me ❤️

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