The Road of Recovery

Its been one year to the day that I moved home from Tucson Arizona to Rio Rancho New Mexico due to mental health. Its been one crazy year.. I went from hating the world and myself to now hating the world due to the virus but loving myself,working hard and living life to the fullest. From therapies to medication. Going to groups and being involved with everyone I can. Right now it is crazy regarding being told to stay in doors when I worked for a year to stay away from isolation. I am super proud of myself for all of the hard work I have done. The path I am on now is better than before. I look back and see what I could've done better however, I honestly wouldn't change anything. Even though it might sound crazy but its the truth. If I didn't go through the storm and trials I did, I believe I wouldn't be here today. I went from being suicidal to going to college, starting my business with Mary Kay, working with my friend on photography.  I am blessed for my crazy in order...

     In times like this, I sit back and think..What the hell is going on in today's age? As we continue to know little about this virus the more the hysteria continues. I being an immuned compromised I am really being affected by this. I am now stuck in my own house doing homework, school pretty much everything. I know the caution is needed due to the fact it is contagious. However causing hysteria, hoarding things like toilet paper and paper towels are absolutely insane and ridiculous. There are people out there right now as you're reading who don't have anything they need because people are buying it all. Some are elderly in need of not only toilet paper.           Being known as a young adult in this craziness known as COVID-19, think about how we're treating these people who need more help than I and I just am slightly disappointed in how we're. If I could I'd buy groceries for those elderly that need it the most. I really hope that after a...

Throughout my life, I have always lived pretty close by those I truly love and care for. Recently since I moved home to get treatment and to start a life that I couldn't even imagine, I now have friends who live not 3-5 miles but over 500 or more. I also have a family. Living in New Mexico is amazing, I love it here it is home and always will be no matter where I am in the world, No having family and friends who live miles away is pretty tough. I mean I can't just go over to see them any time I want. I have to think about the time difference most of the time and well the schedule of each person too. I'm no longer in high school where we can just hang out and not worry about things. Now we are all adults with our lives in different paths on the journey, For me though having the family and friends that I do here in town and not has really given me a different perspective on the thought of what it really means to be a true friend or what really counts as family. In my def...