The Road of Recovery

     So I have a feeling a ton of my readers have been wondering why there hasn't been many blog post for basically the entire month of July. Well there are many different reasons and I will be gladly to share them with you. However there is a bit of sanity with my madness. Just like many different TV shows, books and so many more different entertainment platforms out there. There are many rollercoasters involved in the storyline or plot of the episode and chapter of the book. This blog post will be similar to those of a TV show or even a chapter in a book, full of rollercoasters and many different chaotic ideas and events. so strap in and get ready to hear the story of what July 2020 has been for me.      As many probably already know I have been previously involved with a young man that is my best friend. We of course mutually broke up in February before all of this COVID nonsense happen. Of course months later after understanding myself mo...

I am so excited and proud of myself regarding what I got to do this last Monday!! I have always wanted to be a photographer and I'm slowly learning the ropes and hopefully in the future being a locally known photographer here in Rio/ABQ. Its been so much fun learning and being apart of an amazing way to show creativity and memories.  This last Monday was my very first solo session. I took a friend of mine and her boyfriend to the Alameda Open Space to take some cute and amazing couple photos. I was so nervous regarding I always assisted on sessions never actually taken photos. So when we got there I had a bit of a wardrobe malfunction but that wasn't anything I couldn't handle.  After fixing that little situation we went into the bosque.. I was so nervous and slightly unprepared for the poses I wanted to do. I looked slightly like an idiot but once I got into things it just flowed the rest of the afternoon. It was fun being able to capture some goofy/romantic moments betwee...

As we all go back to normal regarding everything with Covid. Things are changing in many different ways as well. So I have my own job, car and getting to be more independent. Yesterday I was told there is a probability of my family moving to a different home. Its scary to think of leaving the home we're in now and then going somewhere else. But God is in control and I have faith that we will get thru it together. Its been a struggle with everything else in my world. But I am 100% curtain that God will give us what we need and provide us with everything. He is in control and He is good in all things! 

I can't believe I actually have a job! I mean I always knew someday I would but I never thought it would happen because of a pandemic happened in the country!  Let me explain a bit more if you're new to reading my lovely blog. First sorry for not posting for like I think two weeks I've been well bored, nothing interesting has happened and I don't wanna bring too much negative to this.  So a bit of a side note really quick here.... All lives matter and Black lives are the ones that are targeted the most. Even though its not like it was in past history but they still have to live differently than I do a young 22yr old white woman. I have many friends that are of color and are amazing humans. I also have friends who are amazing and wonderful cops also. Do we have some corrupt people in uniform of course but we have corrupt people almost everywhere. So be kind to each other and love each other like God loves us.  Now on to the real topic of the post. So since things have be...

So I know I've been MIA for a bit regarding my blog posts. I've been busy with life and trying to figure out what to write wasn't easy until last week!!  A lot of you that read know that I used to drive a Prius and I loved that car, however due to reasons of financial struggle I had to give it up. I have been searching and searching for a car for over a year. Nothing came to mind ever, I felt like all was lost.  Then during all of this pandemic/covid-19 I have received money thru unemployment and other things I've been doing and after waiting.. I found a 2008 Hyundai Elantra. It only cost $3000 and I purchased it in cash. The title is in my name and I couldn't be happier to own my own car!! I absolutely love this thing. The sad part of the story is after I bought it I broke my foot only a few days after 😂 But in the end I have a car of my own. One small step to "freedom" 

I know this is a late post. Been trying to think of what to write about. The other day I received a priceless gift from my mother. Something that I will never lose or even trade for anything in this world.  Growing up my Grandmother (my mom's mom) was literally my best friend along side my grandfather (mom's father) these two were always there for me. I could always count on them for anything. Being a young kid and on to being an adult my grandmother would always say this one phrase to express her love to me and my younger sister. She would always say " I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck" this was always a special thing to hear from her all the time.  When my grandmother passed away  May 22nd 2016, I thought I would never hear that phrase ever again. Until my mom received a package in the mail on Wednesday the 6th of May. I thought nothing of it, that it was just a simple ring or necklace. I was wrong. She handed me the pendant upside down, when ...